fcu6vZSApa4PzlRpwmfa3F8OZXA My journey towards Destiny: 2013

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

Insomnia - Friend or Enemy ?

It is very rare that one will be in a very good mood , doesn't get sleep, lappy on thighs and hard work of many musicians blended melodically paying in ears...only a cup of Bru and person to share happiness is missing. :(

It often turns out that I don't get interest in sleeping whenever I should leave early for office and my keyboard attracts me the same time. I feel like a musician who forget's himself in playing Beethoven's moon light Sonata.So in such a inexpressible  happy situations what to think about ? Guy snoring beside me ? Pretty woman smoking before my room ? or the dog that start barking exactly at 1 am everyday ? or drizzle that just ended ?

Amidst all I started to think about Insomnia,who visits me often. I wonder at helpless situation when i try to sleep desperately and fail to do so. Well this situation is not new but today I wanted to do something differently What to do ? See the end of insomnia ? but where to find ? how to get rid of it ? or should I try to be friends with him and lean how to enjoy his companionship ?

Initially I wondered Trevor Reznik and nameless Edward Norton are only people who made friendship with Insomnia who ended up in killing themselves in a frenzy way ,but to my excitement there are people who are considered to be great or famous. Charles Dickens,Mark Twain, Napoleon, Linclon, Clinton to name a few. So this buddy seems not so dangerous as you will meet people/thoughts whom your mind desires to meet..I now got assurance that this buddy only harms if you feel so , else his company will be best thing you may have.

There are many anonymous superheroes over web who claimed that he may be the worst guy you ever meet, who advises that he just ruins your everything.Your thought process your concentration and everything .Well i just don't want to give up the fight against them when i haven't lost much ? my concentration ...I will not be able to concentrate when i m truly awake...thought process ...well there is nothing really worth that he can steal from my mind...in what way does he harm me ? Being inspired by Goku I just kicked butts of all those superheroes and made their efforts thwarted.

I might have missed witnessing majestic thunders that are roaring outside or amazing reflection of glaring lightning in dog's eyes  that is staring at me for past few minutes. Even i might have missed view of deserted street glittering under street lights after getting drenched in rain and not to be mentioned i may have missed witnessing beauty of silence when person beside me stopped snoring. I haven't missed any even just because he is there with me.Nature's gifts apart, Beethoven's melodies can be enjoyed only if you are listening to them peacefully and ALONE.

Passing judgement on a friend is really a tough job.The new buddy , is he causing harm or giving beautiful delights of life ? It is upto one's individual mind that decides how you may actually end up being with someone/something. It may be a habit or a person. It is not them that really matters , but it is your mind or how you feel you  want them to be in your life is that really matters. If you feel they may cause you some harm they will..if you feel your life will be merry, yes it will blossom with new seeds of happiness and since i enjoy his company I got my share of delights for night.

Looks like he's got some business .... as he is on a urge to leave...My eyelids are wishing him a farewell ...till he comes next time....

Signing off...